Twenty seven January two thousand and thirteen. I just don't know how I feel. It is so hard to describe to explain or to show. Okay, things went so wrong lately, so unpredictable and so complicated. everyone said that we can't run from problem, problem always chase us to teach us the true meaning of life by facing so much trouble and face with courage, patience and maturity, it taught us how to be "somebody".
I don't ever mind if everyone look at me down because I know am not the great one, I know myself well than others people do. I don't have a power to make people to like me or love me. I doing wrong so many times or in the other words, I do mistakes. yeah I'm a sinner. And you don't have to act like you're good enough to torture people around you because life is unpredictable and you don't know what future brings to you. Well, I get tensed with people around me and it sometime pissed me off as we are not in the same thought.
I feel so uneasy with this surrounding and environment. I wanna get free, I wanna do everything that I wanna do and no body stop me. I just begging you. Why people want to take so much care about myself? Why do people so eager to know my every move and language? Airless. I've been critic, people judge me as I have no right to close their mouth shut. Take it or leave it, I choose. Life is too short to make a choice. I hate when I in situation where I have to make a choice. Am not good in making choice. I HATE IT.
Why? Why everyone think that they are good in everything? Why they are so confident with their own selves? Answer me brillianaire!! I do confident with myself, but somehow I feel it is so not enough, it is just because I've made a wrong choices? Hell ya. I know I have to face everything that comes to me with strong and confident. bravely to take a risk. Actually we are forced to make a choice in our life 'cause everything has been written and you just have to face it. To religion we hold, ask Him for a bless in our life. Redha!
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