MISERABLE

Miserably, I don't know where to start. 

Never be as strong as I do now. No, I don't put the blame on you. It was all my fault and over-thinking is so me. I know...

To tell you the truth that, I never gave up on you. Promised you to not let you go and I let it be a promise to myself because I believe that we both have a strong heart to one another and one day we could fix everything up. No, I'm sorry maybe it was my dream. Letting go of something you love the most is kinda hard. I don't have the answer that, who I am to you now.

But hey, don't you remember we promised each other in the car? The quick-date we ever have. Those promises still on my mind. Yeah, I remember all just to pleasant my heart when no body did especially you. 

The sound that I never heard before by you, and this time I hear it thru my cell phone and it sound so horrible and my ear really can't take it to myself. I am sorry for made you lost control. Ya, I can't handle the temper you got, it make me shock like seriously and shaking too. 

I know you reading this, I won't put my hope too high again. But all I know is loving you. 

Goodbye.